Enthusiasm

Why am I surrounded by such negative people? I just ended a several hour conversation with my x-wife, Eden. The conversation started so amazingly positive talking about how she has her own online store now for selling her jewelry and how things are going well. Then like a thunder cloud rolled in, she started getting negative. She kept going on about how she isn’t independent and that somehow the way she treated me during the marriage is what prevents her from sleeping at night. Yes it was horrible but my issues as stated before in this journal are more deeply seeded than a relationship with any one person. She can’t go on blaming herself any more than I can’t continue to blame myself for the past. It’s just that, the past, so move on with your life and live in the NOW. I’ve done a lot of reprogramming just in the last two months and I’m not the same person anymore. I’m still Victor but I’m version 6.3. Developers are working hard on feature enhancements to release v8.0 by 2006 Holiday Season.