Dec 27 2005
Interested
So I’ve gotten sexually frustrated so hardcore over Breonna that if she doesn’t either stop or come out blatantly and tell me she’s 100% not interested in me, I swear next naughty thing she does I’m going to have to jump her bones. I’ve touched every inch of her legs, back, ass, chest, etc. The only things I haven’t are her breasts and her southern region, though I have to admit I got very close while exploring her legs. She’s so amazingly funny, vibrant, and goddamn sexy it’s like she’s a perfect woman. The worst part is that it’s hard to talk to Kerrie about this because instantly she’s competitive. I mean come on she’s going after Jon. She’s not really that interested in me and honestly it’s nothing negative against her but she and I aren’t the best fit. Back to B, she’s not negative and doesn’t have baggage like 99% of women. She’s even willing to sit back and learn about football while enjoying a steak sandwich. She and I went and saw Narnia and then afterward went back to Kerrie’s place and hung out on the couch while Kerrie macked on Jon. We have a similar sense of humor. I’m saying all this not because I want a relationship necessarily but rather she does have potential maybe sometime in the future. For now I’d just like to get to know her better… Biblically. The worst thing is she acts like she’s interested, flirts verbally like she’s interested, even had conversation like she’s interested… interested in what I don’t know; that’s the problem. Interested in teasing me till I go insane? Interested in a fuck buddy? Interested in a relationship? Interested in a one night stand? On the flip side we have Kerrie who is man possessive and I’m not sure how that’s playing in on it on both sides. Also… well if it sounds like I’m rambling you’ve gotten the point on how confused I am. Summary: She’s damn sexy, she acts like she wants me, I’m not sure if she does, I’m horny, etc, etc.
Edit: I’m a damn fool. Apparently she wasn’t even aware she was giving such mixed signals. Yet again the female race continues to be an unnecessary source of frustration in my life. Damn women…